Bernard James of the Hill District, 69, believes positivity and spirituality are the keys to a happy life. He says his biggest goal in life is “to be pleasing to the Lord,” and he believes Jesus is the key to having an enjoyable life. “Without Jesus being in your life, you can’t enjoy life 100 percent. … Jesus makes the whole difference. I have joy everyday. I’m not afraid to die. I know if I die, I am going home.”
Bernard says he lives every day being joyful and kind to others. He makes a point of frequently talking to the friends he grew up with, and he tries not to mind problems in his life such as arthritis. When he was young, Bernard was a runner and swimmer. It bothers him that he can no longer do those activities. However, “it is not the problems that are bad,” he said. “It is how you handle problems.”
He says the Hill District has transformed over the years, noting increased violence. Bernard describes his community as unstable and with described frequent street fighting in the past five years.
“It has changed a lot. The problem here is there’s too much killing, too much shooting. … On the subject of violence, Bernard recalls the MLK riots in the Hill District. “This street right here [Centre Ave.]: in 1968, we did a lot of rioting. Robbing the stores. I didn’t do any burning, but I was in the stores getting the food. … Most of this street was set afire because of [the assassination of] Martin Luther King. He got shot and they went wild.”
According to the Heinz History Center, Pittsburgh’s “worst day of rioting” took place on April 7, 1968 after the assassination of Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr.
Bernard was 19 years old in 1968, and he says that apart from the riots, people generally did not fight or shoot one another at that time.
He did not always have the positive mindset he has today. He says his greatest struggle growing up was being illiterate in a society in which education is essential. In school as a child, Bernard was overlooked. He sought attention by acting out, and he recalls making a teacher angry. Many of his teachers disciplined him for misbehavior rather than guiding him through his struggles.
Determined to learn how to read, he spent more time outside and used public transit as a guide, routinely taking the same buses. However, Bernard never fully overcame his illiteracy, and he still has difficulty spelling.
“I thought in order to make it, you had to read,” he says. “Those were some sad years for me. I never really learned how to read fluently, but I let the Lord be who he wanted to be in my life. He taught me that he had a purpose in my life, so I had to learn my spiritual purpose, and that gave me joy.”